Nov 17, 2011

at 11:48 PM

Ahh crap. Another swing.

Don't complain can?

I once see this saying,
When you do good, nobody ever compliment you;
But when a mistake is made, people remember it forever.

Why so serious?
I cleaned up my mess.
And you said you can't count on me.

Will you try to understand me?
I tried my best to help.
And you complained that I can't.

I'm not freaked out.
At least for now.

I realized something thou.
I find myself not expressing to people anymore.
You can say I'm being more independent.
Or in other word, it just doesn't matter anymore.

I used to tell people everything. Detailed.

But the more I share, the more I don't feel people listening.
And in the end it was just me blabbering to myself.

Pathetic eh. ;)


If I say I'm sorry,
will you still care?

♥ Jo

Suan le bah.. ;')

What comes around goes around.

The person who leaves tend to be stronger than the one left behind hmm?
You did not see what I was trying to say..
I appreciated our friendship, but you don't seem to care anymore..
Where is the bonding we once had?
Where is the closeness we once treasure?

You're leaving with no goodbyes.
And you seemed totally okay with it. ;)

It's okay.. Maybe you just don't see it as important as how I see it.

I was quite excited thou.
My day was good. I thought.
Suddenly got disappointed.
Then suddenly I was tired of waiting.
And again suddenly all happened at one time.

I don't want to explode.
So yahh, suan le lah..

How would you feel when you don't feel appreciated?

Sad right. Lol.

It's alright lahh, just isn't the right time to talk to you.
Didn't want to add to your worries, so I can handle it myself.

Why can't you give in.
Why can't you see it.

You don't care, I don't trouble you.

Suan le.

♥ Jo

Nov 15, 2011

at 12:59 PM


Of myself.

Hehe, this morning I woke up and received a call from school.

'Ju Yee, u kena dtg sekolah sekarang jugak.'

She scared me off thou. Then later she explained that my application for scholarship has been approved.
I hung up. Got ready and headed to school.

Weeks ago I was disappointed. I thought mine wasn't approve, cuz 2 of my classmates already got it way ahead of me. Teacher told me she only received the letter today itself, and tomorrow is the deadline. =.=

Anyway, I'm really grateful!
God provides, when you learn to give. 

As to the title of this post, of course this isn't the main thing.

Proud of myself, because I feel a bit adultish. LOL
Just because I drove all the way to school and meet my teacher. :D
Hehe, funny how students can walk in and out of school compound just like that.
It was during the school hours. I practically walked in and walked out 10mins later.
Nobody ask anything.

Bukit Mewah isn't like that! =x
You want to go in Bukit Mewah, first you have to make record, then get a pass. Later when you're leaving, you must show the guard the signature of any teacher. Urgh.

Anyway back to topic. I drove to BSN, found a parking. Looked back at the form, and realized I don't have a photocopied IC with me. Dang. Decided to do it tomorrow morning. Later I took a shortcut that I didn't take before. Went foodcourt dabao and headed home.

I was like, wow. I was in town myself, and I dared take the shortcut.
I used to be called a failed human GPS.
You get what I mean. ;D

Tralalaa, you can't make fun of me.
After all, everyone has their first time. =p

Now that I have a car, I sometimes feel like doing sumthing really stupid. And I bet nobody would agree to it. Every time I drove pass the main road that heads to my house, I see people walking with an umbrella. I have this urge to stop and give them a lift.

Weather kills me like hell. I felt for them, really! Cuz i used to be one of them too. And each time I walked home, I would be praying that somebody would stop and offer to send me home. XD
Of course you must know how to differentiate good and bad people. Like duhh.

Anyway, I feel like doing this at least once or twice. And my target would be students!
Imagine, after one whole day of school, you have to carry your bag and walk home.
Very ke lian one okay. I totally understand them.

Dear Juniors, I'm not a bad jie jie. Lemme send you home safely!


Mission Trip is coming.
I'm not prepared spiritually.
One week to go, please be strong Jojo.

Let's do this for God.


♥ Jo

Nov 12, 2011

at 12:38 AM


This is what happen when you're simply in a 
wow-so-nice-ops-i'm-broke situation.


This singlet is cute. ;p

Ouch to the pants.

I'm sexay and I know it.



♥ Jo

Nov 10, 2011

at 8:30 PM


Currently working on another blog.

Do check them out, I'm still updating thou hehehh.

- Going for movie tomorrow! You Are The Apple Of My Eyes aka 那些年我们一起追的女孩
- Jonker Street this Sunday :D
- Mission trip in less than 2 weeks time!

Owh yay at least something for me to look forward to! x)

Love is no game, no joke.

♥ Jo


Nov 8, 2011

at 4:36 PM

Awesome Gift.

This post is intentional.
Just because you're different.
Don't be too touched.
heh. =p

Seemed mysterious.
What could a 8-year-long friend give on my 18th birthday?

Well, it's not that hard after all.

I was right.


I never expect much from you.
I sensed sincerity.
And that's all that matter.

But well, things like these can only be seen verbally.
So you better keep track with my blog.

I never fancy chinese novel.
But somehow it urges me to read.

No worries buddy,
it'll be safe in my hands.
*evil laughs*

Thank You.
And I pretty sure you know how much it means.

♥ Jo

Nov 4, 2011

at 12:39 AM

Appreciation Night. Our Night.

Yesterday was our
Malam Aprisiasi SMKSA aka Appreciation Night.

Two months ago. A choir group was formed among the Lower Six.
I was only a member, and a bit of a helper.
As the group proceed, I was informally the leader of it.

Test of voices.
Altos, Sopranos, Bases.
Photocopies of song lyrics.
Choices of songs.
Money collections.
Discussions of movements.
Arguments. Disappointments.
And in the end, 
we gave our best performance that night. 

Everything spells Memories.

I had quite some pressures. But I enjoyed doing music.
The process wasn't at all smooth. We got alot of negative comments. They even planned to cancel our choir group. When teacher put the thoughts in me, my heart sank right to the bottom of my stomach.
I was so sad until one point I thought of giving up the whole group. *frowned.

We aren't very good singers. We aren't professionals. 
But to get to this stage in a month time, you better clap! XD
It turned out really great.
Well, I don't know bout you, but I truly was proud of the team. =)

Credits to Peggy for these pictures!

I like this alot. =)

Imma miss those moments!

You guys, are like my family.

♥ Jo


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