Dec 31, 2013

at 8:36 PM


I didn't feel good for not blogging for such a long's the last day of the year, here's a post as compensation to my bloggie. =)

Christmas has always been the busiest season in the year, this year I'm extra glad cause I did not waste my time! In the previous 2 or 3 years I started to lose the excitement. Not to say lose, maybe I would rephrase it and say I wasn't prepared. Christmas day came and it just slipped away before I could enjoy it. And then the new year.

Probably because I'm already in uni now and Christmas season became a double season to me. I was so afraid I would miss this Christmas, therefore I planned my schedule and I surrendered my plans to God, asking for a good Christmas this year. He is faithful as usual, He did prepare me for this wonderful season and I totally enjoyed it, despite all my assignments. =)

One thing I'm sad about, I don't seem to have the time for blog anymore. I mean I would have to squeeze time because blogging has been part of my life since years back, I promised myself I will not quit blogging. At least not in the coming years.

So my time table was never empty since a few weeks back, since the end of November. Everyday I have homework or assignment to submit. Every weekend there will be tons of church activities and practices and preparations for Christmas. No empty slot at all. It's towards the end of the semester now so all the final assignments are coming in. I slacked because it was Christmas, now it's another year to look forward to, and I find it kinda hard now to restart my engine. Need some pushes. Hmm.

Just a lil updates of the past events:
Our church had caroling this year on the 17th of Dec and I was the guitarist with Karkay and HuiLing. They're both new to this so I was like their sifu ad haha. This year's a lil different cause I wasn't in Seremban, traveled back from uni with Kelvin and Chris for caroling and traveled back again to uni in the midnight, macam cigek. It doesn't matter cause, serving the Lord is always a joyful thing to do. =)

That Thursday itself (19th), MMU Cyberjaya organised this Kpop Night which was a Kpop dance competition at the grand hall. I went with a few classmates and there were screamings and only screamings from the beginning till the end. Typical. But I was one of them too heh. There were more than 10 groups from all over the places and I was surprised to see familiar faces on the stage too! 2 of the groups were from my dance studio back in Seremban. One of them even managed to the top 8. :D They gave us door gifts and my favourite gift isn't the mask, it's the lil LED light that can be attached to the finger. WHEE XIAO XIAO DE DENG ME GUSTAAA. x) They look beautiful especially when you shine all the colours much loves.

The next day (20th) after my morning class ( actually if I'm not mistaken I skipped that class lol) I rushed back to hometown for Children Rally in our church. It was a 2-day event but I only managed to help out for the second day. I heard the first day had over a 100 children attended but the second day there were only about 50. Didn't matter, still had fun with the kids! It was a success. PTL, many kids accepted Christ too! =)

On Saturday there were no youth service, I forgot what I did that afternoon, but sister was back from Kedah, so I was high. :3

Sunday (22nd) I went church for english service because we had a sneak-peek for Christmas performance, I was involved in the Musical Team so we had 2 songs out of 7 to be presented as the pre-performance for Chrsitmas Day. After that I stayed in church for the last round of practice. I would say it was a very tiring day because after the practice, I was out with family the whole day till about 10pm at night. It was really really really long since the last time the whole family went out together. Even if we had, somebody had to be missing. Most of the time it's only 4 in the family with either sister in Kedah, dad at work, or me at uni. So that day I would consider that as one of the best days in the year. =) It didn't matter what we did really, I only treasured the time being together and all the jokes and stories shared. I really, love my family.

Another weekend was gone without completing any work. But totally worth it.

Monday (23rd) I went back to uni, the previous night I did not sleep I forgot why but I remembered I was dead on Monday. After my morning class, I went to a waterfall at Semenyir with 5 of my best kaki in class to shoot for photography assignment. Went there with a rented car and saw almost half of my other classmates there also haha. Everybody seemed to have planned to go to the same waterfall, only I was blur. The place was kinda steeped to me but thank God we're all safe. Even thou it's for assignment but I had fun with the gang, despite my already dead brain due to sleep deprivation. When we came back it was about 7pm already. It was drizzling, I walked under the drizzle like a zombeyhh and headed home to change. I had to get ready for caroling with the CF people in my uni. I was excited despite my tiredness. When I finally got ready, the rain got heavier and so happened I lost my umbrella somewhere. Emo. Plus my phone pattern banyak, kept restarting and the battery drained faster than I expected, and phone was finally dead before me. DOUBLE KILL. Emo like shyt. So I just threw my phone at home to let it charge, and went down my block to wait for the cf people to pick me. That moment I seriously had no idea how to contact them, I was alone, I was cold, I was dead mentally, I was just sitting on the bench, looking out in the dark, letting my mind to wander, enjoying the rain the orange street lights shone on the surface of the swimming pool and just that atmosphere. I could sit there all night long. I would.

About 10 to 20 mins later my angels have arrived, so I followed them to join the rest of the group. The caroling went on till 12 midnight. I was being asked to play the guitar on the spot, wasn't ready, but everything went fine. Loved them. =)

24th was Christmas Eve (you don't say), well my uni gave permission to all those who celebrate Christmas to skip class that day. I could have gone back Seremban earlier but I slept till noon hour and had lunch at about 3pm. Got scolding from mom cause we were supposed to leave to my aunt's house for a Christmas party at 6pm, I only reached home at 6.30pm. Rawr sorry lorh. :3

Party that night wasn't like the years before cause aunt invited her colleagues and therefore there were very little time for me and my relatives to have fellowship. But it's k, haz presents. :3 HAHA jk.

25th was the Day! I got up at 6am to dress up and did my hair. Got ready and left to church for Christmas. I was forced to put on make up because they said we all look like we were still sleeping. So the make up. Urgh.

Our performance was better in the second service, thankful that our efforts had paid off. We sacrificed our Sundays for this and it turned out really good, all glory to God. =)

So Christmas is done. Now it's the new year.

Apart from all the event updates, many things had happened. In my studies, my walk with God, friendships, relationship with boyfriend and whatnot. I'm still struggling with all the datelines and so many other things on the emotion side.

I guess I won't have enough time to complete this post with photos and my thoughts for the new year and so on. Gonna have the next post on that, now I'm preparing to go out with my CF gang for the FINAL COUNTDOWN at Putrajaya. Can't wait. I love being with them cause they're just an awesome bunch!

It's 2014 in 3 and a half hour's time. This year has been challenging. Can't wait for a better year. =)

Till then, HAPPY NEW YEAR 2014! 

Wish you were here..

Dec 22, 2013

at 2:24 AM

Like the sky misses the bird.

Hi, miss you bloggie =(

Another pathetic post in my favorite month of the year.

That irony.

Anyway life's been great, I've been busy.

Visit you soon bloggie muax!


Dec 6, 2013

at 11:58 PM


Just realized I haven't been posting much, only one miserable post for the whole of November.


It's towards the end of the year, I should be updating more about my new year hopes and goals and resolution and shyts nolah I'm just joking lol. Now even my sleeping time is disturbed by my never-ending assignments and work, I hardly sleep these days.

Period has to come at times like this, why oh why, made me so restless these days. =(

a lil updates thou:

One fine morning, tyre punctured.

One of my assignment, self-rated, 5/10

2 Subang pals. Hehe
Look at my dirty hands eww.
Caused by charcoal pencil during Life Drawing class.

冬瓜蔗糖薏米水 by CCF 坏人帮
Aren't they sweet.. =)

One fine day, selfie. :3

My everyday walking journey to and fro campus.

Mood swing here.
That's about it for now..
Ciao. =)

Nov 23, 2013

at 1:25 AM


I promised myself I will not quit blogging, therefore I'm here now despite my busyness. =3

There were too many things happened during these 3 weeks of me not updating my blog. It's good sometimes when I have to recall back past events cause I have more chances to thank God for His grace and protection and stuff.

I'm in MMU Cyberjaya for exactly a month now, tbh I really love it there thou it's only a month. It's nothing like high school plus, it's really a different lifestyle altogether.

I don't talk much with my roommates, they're both busy with their stuff all the time and they're 23 so perhaps they think that I'm childish that's why. T_T One of them is always skyping with the boyfriend or talk on the phone with boyfriend if not she'll be studying or sleeping. The other one is always sleeping during the day and assignment the whole night, if she isn't doing either of the above she'll be gaming. I can almost know their lifestyles by now. Throughout the whole one month staying with them, I had less than 5 nights sleeping with lights off, cause it's either they stay up the whole night or me lol. I'm one weirdo who loves doing things in the dark (omg I hope it doesn't indicate anything negative) so sometimes when they're still sleeping in the evening hour when the sun is going down, I'll just choose to stay in the dark with them :3

As for my classmates, I used to be in their gang but right now I'm slowly backing off and going back to my old self = loneranger. wakakkaa. Nothing bad about it, I'm used to being alone all the time lol just sometimes joining the fun for awhile and walk away when I have to. I prefer it that way so I get a little of everything, just like how my life is. Well other than weekends where I'm back in hometown, my everyday life is filled with le Fs. They're like floating everywhere in the air, I can hear them no matter where I go. In campus off campus at home except in my sleep. My classmates abuse it, my roommate sometimes curse while gaming (lol) and people around me just keep using the F like it's their daily bread. I have this girl in my class, I remember the first few days when we were in class, I couldnt tahan all the F so I just murmured 'omg all the Fs', then she heard it and said 'YAH! I don't like it too! =(' SO  I thought to myself okay at least somebody's with me. Weeks had gone by and yesterday during class lecturer gave us work and surprisingly she was the first to go 'WTF.'

Lol oh well =D

Few days ago was our Registration Day for Clubs & Societies. I went into the hall and just walked pass the booths, nothing really attracts me except for the music club and CF. Last week I went for this Fresh Bottle first meeting and it was totally awesome. The club is under Chinese Language Society and it's  about song-composing and bands. I really wanted to be part of them BUT when I registered for CF few days ago I got to know that their meetings are both on the same day. Wiiuu, dilemma much D: Went for CF on Tuesday, fell in love with the people there, and I guess I'll just quit Fresh Bottle even thou I really, really love their music hmm.

Also, during my first meeting at Fresh Bottle's, a few of my classmates were there and they made me do the Cup Song in front of everyone. Here's THE LINK to the video of it but dang it sucks cause I was super paiseh. They never seem to be bored with the Cup Song even till now =.= I'm bored already.

Last Friday was the Thanksgiving Concert in Tadika Nissi aka the kindergarten my mom works at aka the kindergarten I grow up at :3 This year I contributed more as I was in charge of the deco for the backdrop, I was one of the Emcee that day, sang Setia with the kids, and choreographed 2 of their dances.

If you're my fb friend then you can watch their dance HERE

My fav Ven Hao playing piano aww (':

Below are some random photos in November =)

One of my assignment.

Life Drawing - Perspective Drawing



Concert backdrop.

Cutie pie during concert day.

Rapping like sakai with brother in car.

NOT MY WORK lol sibeh impressed by a friend.

wanted to upload in instagram earlier but line in Cyber too noob, kept failing so didn't wanna waste so posted it here ahhh whateva.

And lastly, current me.



Oct 30, 2013

at 1:53 PM

God in control

Class this morning ended early again, I came back at 11.30am and cooked my meals. Tonight I'm going to campus for this event Memories of the Autumn organized by the Chinese Society. Excited. =)

Submitted my first journal last night and about half an hour later lecturer replied:

Good thinker possesses certain abilities such as cognitive capabilities, as well as thinking strategies and skills; it is their abiding tendencies to explore, to inquiry, to seek clarity, to take intellectual risks, to think critically and imaginatively. Good work Joey !

: )

I'm so super happy I thought my work would be in the wrong format and stuff. Didn't care much cause it was the first entry so I thought it's okay to make mistakes. Lol.

Praise the Lord, I think I'm handling things fine thus far. =)

Also, my classmates are getting crazier day by day I can't seem to blend in anymore hahaha. Most of the time now I leave the group and head back to my apartment cause I just gotta restrain myself from eating outside food. Save cost save cost, and till today I still enjoy my own cooked food. Awesomeness overload.

Well the gang planned for a Halloween party tomorrow in class, they decided to put on hair spray and make up and just walk to class like a boss well at least that's what I was told. So as the paper was going round the class for us to write our names, of course I did not. Then came the questions 'JOEYY COME ON!!' 'Write your name!' 'Join the fun JOEY!!' 'How can you not join us Joey!!' I didn't have time to answer to every question so I just said 'sorry guys I'm a Christian and I don't celebrate Halloween'

This is too fast. I mean, they've gone too wild, I can't cope. LOL. Their energy seems endless, they're always out, they're always talking on the Whatsapp group, they're always planning for stuff. I need time to rest and for my work and nothing else, I can't handle too many things at one time lol.

But don't get me wrong, they're all so energetic and fun and cute, but maybe I just don't belong to those kind of fun. Old liao, 20 liao, you know. =p They're all so, unlimited. lol

Just now after class when I was walking away from them one of the boy was like 'You're leaving again? We're gonna discuss about the Halloween party tomorrow!' So I told him I had to come back to cook then he gave me a 'Loser' kind of look and I only smiled back and walked away. Well have fun kids, this 20-year-old jie jie needs rest. heh =p

It's almost 2pm now and both my roommates are still sleeping since I came back from class. Omg they have awezome lifez.

Gtg makan. Mwahs!

Oct 28, 2013

at 3:35 PM

First coursework.

It's the second week of uni. I'm starting to realize that this is no easy work. Every lecture gives my brain a snap, also it broadens my thinking even it's just a lil bit. Today we had this Creative English and I submitted a 20 lines of short story with a coursemate. I'd love to read the comments soon to see if my writing has gone bad. Hehe.

My coursemates are still awesome, everybody was like so hyped up in the morning, greeting each other with wide grins and all. SO much semangat omg. Probably everyone's still feeling fresh for the uni life. Perhaps a week or two later everyone will be so dead already. Baam.

We already had our first piece of homework last Friday for Creative Studies. A journal? I have no idea. The lecturer explained it as if we all know how to write it. Or maybe I was the only one being blur. Most of the people I talked to has completed the journal but I haven't even started a sentence yet. And I have time to blog now. =3=

Anyways, lets hope my procrastination wouldn't go any more worse and ruin my whole Foundation year. It's time to change. Whee bais.

Off to class.

Oct 23, 2013

at 3:11 PM

Fun Time.

So today is the third day of class already. I had so much fun in class and out. I met a bunch of crazy people, a few international students and some chinese girls just like me. Heeehs. You know people always say university life is nothing like highschool, you don't wear uniforms, you don't sit in class listening to the teacher from morning 7am to 1pm sometimes 2pm and so on. I finally am experiencing them now, it's really a total different atmosphere that I've always been wanting to try and experience. Lecturers are cool, they let us eat and even sleep in the class lol. They were like, it's okay, I understand sometimes you're really tired, as long you don't disturb the class, I'm fine. Some were like you can eat and drink in this lab but just make sure you keep the place clean! I've never thought that uni life could be this awesome, it's like so new to me, and I'm definitely loving it.

My room is super clean now, and my living room is half clean. I had the whole afternoon yesterday at my apartment to clean the place. The cabinets are so friggin scary with spider webs and dust. I killed more than 5 spiders already I'm SO MANLY! Yay. Next Tuesday I need to start sweeping and mopping so I could use the living hall too. The only thing I really hate here other than the dustiness is that, Mosquitoes are like EVERYWHERE even when I cook when I sleep when I'm in my room except when I'm showering of course. They don't close the window IDK WHY but it's okay, I'm new here so I'll adapt myself to the rules.

My class has about 53 people for all the subjects except for tutorial which is split to 2 groups. I don't know all of them yet but at least half. Every class has the typical types of people, you can't run away from that. The extreme group, where the people will be super proactive and it's so stressful. I don't know how they survive because basically they just get everything done before the lecturer asks us to. Good but scary. I almost joined their group for the English assignment, lucky not, cause if not I'll be dead receiving calls after calls from them asking me if I've done my work or not. LOL just saying, no offense. But these people are usually the hardworking ones, they deserve better members. Not me cause I. am. freaking. lazy.

Other groups are like the quiet ones, the cool ones, the stick-to-my-own-race ones, and last but not least the crazy ones. I don't belong anywhere cause 强者永远是孤独的。 LOL JOKING. If you don't understand that saying, it simply means the strong ones are always alone. Really I was joking. I can't survive alone. I don't know which group I belong to but I do have a group of really crazy guys with 2 international students. It's only like the third day we're hanging out but they're pretty cool. Let's hope nobody is wearing a mask. x)

It's 2.45pm now and I have a class at 4pm. It's raining again and I haven't gotten back my umbrella. ISH WHAAAIII.

Some fun updates.

Tried shawarma on Monday with the new friends,
it costs 5 bucks and it's super tasty.

When I took my phone out to snap the shawarma,
this guy thought I was taking his picture and he made this face,
so might as well.

Computer lab for computer graphic tutorial,
with super big screens.

Campus view, while waiting for class.

dinner last night.

lunch today.

This retarded ship, has a story behind it.
We had our first Life Drawing class this morning, so lecturer gave us some personality test based on our drawing. So I was reminded of the test we did in highschool where you have to draw a house and clouds and sun whatsoever. I don't know, I thought it was that. So lecturer asked us to draw a cruise ship. I had no idea what a cruise ship is I'm so dumb omg! So the first thing that popped in my head was a normal ship. Then I thought we had to doodle it as fast as we can, so I didn't care, I just drew a random retarded cartoon ship and completed it within a minute. When done, everyone else was still drawing so slowly and carefully. Then lecturer went 'you have 5 minutes' and BOOM I was so embarrassed lol. I didn't bother to even rub it or change it because I thought you know, it's a personality test, everything has to be first-hand. Even thou it's wrong. Whatever. Anyway some of my classmates around me said things like 'owwhh so cute!' well thanks guys that's very kind of you but you can go ahead and say I'm dumb I don't mind LOL. Ish. 90% of my coursemates are younger. I feel so...nevermind. 

Lastly (ss again hehe) I have this full-length mirror in my apartment and each time I walk pass it I can't help it but to take photos of myself HAHAHAHA crap.

Nobody so far believes I'm 20. Nobody at all.
I'm so high.

*dances around*

Till next time! x)

Oct 21, 2013

at 3:11 PM

First day of Foundation.

For the first time I'm having a more specific title for the post, cause I realized I had trouble looking for some old blog posts because 90% of my titles weren't related to the content. Zz.

So this morning dad drove me back to my apartment, I got ready and walked to uni for my first class, it's Creative English. I'm actually kinda thrilled, you know, at least I'm still in touch with English Language, like a proper lesson for English. Other than Maths, English is my second favourite subject. First lesson was only the introduction, ended in one hour instead of two. We're gonna have presentation of Play and some script-writing involved. Omg I've never been in these fields, these have always been my passion just that I have no platform to actually develop myself. I won't say I'm good at these so yeah, pretty challenging, definitely FUN.

After that one hour, some of them were busy recruiting group members, I was lost. I volunteered to join in one of the group cause the people they already have now look pro sia.. HAHA but omg some of the girls were really keen of joining the existing guys too so I kinda backed off. Aww ): Nevermind, I told myself, I asked God to get me in the best group, so I have not much to worry. Hehe.

I came back apartment after class and cooked my lunch. Not too bad huh?

Decided to take a nap for an hour but couldn't sleep, too excited maybe. :3

Right now its 3pm, one hour to go for my next class. It's COMPUTER DESIGN WHEEE. And while I'm blogging now the sky is super dark. I left my umbrella in a friend's car so let's pray it will not rain when I'm leaving later. Or maybe I could ask God to stop the rain till I get to my class ehehehee.

I've made quite a number of friends. Would you call them friends when you already know their name but haven't really talked before? Yeah, they're my friends now then :D

Shit it's raining already.

A picture taken by mom during my last week at work.

Just random.

Gtg for class buaix! =)


Oct 20, 2013

at 9:52 PM

New phase!

warning: long post xp

Hiii peeps! I've been really busy with the transition. Finally some time to update now :D

I'm officially an MMUians now, class starts tomorrow. Can you sense my excitement? WHEEE.

So last Monday (14th) was the worst day of the month I'd say. I only got my offer letter 3 days before I enter uni, and I was so stressed settling all the forms and stuff. So happened 15th was a public holiday, all the offices banks and such weren't open. Gahh. Hated it, sister warned me to be prepared as there will be more to come..NOOOOUUUUUUs.

Anyway praise the Lord, I got everything done on Wednesday morning. Imma skip the whole progress, but all in all, I really want to thank my father for bringing me around without any complains. Like I always say he's really an awesome dad, you know. We practically went round and round the town I lost count of the rounds. First to post office, then bank, then clinic, clinic not open, went photo studio, then back to clinic, then walked to a bookshop, went school, finally back home, and then post office again. Even after all these, I wanted to dapao WanTanMee, he drove to more than 3 shops just to look for wantanmee for me muahahaah. And finally he drove me all the way from Seremban to Cyberjaya, to my apartment.

Thanks dad, I love you. 

I spent the whole Wednesday evening and night cleaning my room in my new apartment. Here's a picture of the swimming pool and night view of the surrounding of my apartment. So much loves omg.. You know, I would one day come down and sit at a table to blog, just so to enjoy that atmosphere. Behehe.

Then the next morning was the first day of Orientation. Woke up with this view, gave me enough of energy and hope for this beginning of my new chapter. Rise and Shine yo! =D

Miao...miao everywhere! Soooo friggin adorable RAWR!

Orientation was normal, bored with all the taklimat but other than that everything else was perfect. Below are pictures of the uni compound.

And finally le me in the toilet.


So awesome right my UNI! has its own MMU song I'm so proudddd x)) From my apartment to a small gate linked to MMU it takes me 5 mins, from the gate to my faculty's building it takes another 10mins. The first day of orientation ended at 11.30pm, by the time I walked back to my apartment it was already 12am, my leg sore like shit and I had at least 2 blisters on my toes. Funniest thing is that until now I have trouble finding my own block at my apartment. 

The first night there was a real nightmare, I got lost in the middle of the blocks. I lost my direction and had no idea where to go. It was close to 10pm I think, I visited a friend at another block, so I guess when I walked back alone I overestimated myself, I forgot I suck at directions (at least that's whay my boyfriend always says ish). And you know my area has a lot of middle east people staying, so I was so scared. Not like I'm worried they'll do anything to me but heck I was alone and they really look scary LOL I'm sorry! I spent about 30mins walking around asking people where's my block. So noob right zz. Anyway I had somebody special with me on the phone throughout that period of time. Thanks buddy, appreciate it!  ^_______^v 

And what do I eat when I'm hungry?

Makan Maggi nia.

Living alone with strangers is not easy. Especially when I'm sharing everything else with them. I felt like I have no privacy, restricted to only that little space in the room. I know it's time to grow up, I was too comfortable in my comfort zone. I have to wash my own clothes, cook my own meals, tidy up my own place and whatnot. 

Mom is overly worried I think. But she's so cute. I came back on Friday, and she never stopped telling what to cook what to do what to remember ever since. She prepared a whole bag of food for me to survive over the week, and she would end each reminder asking '会没有哦?..38..' LOL so cute right..then I would hug her and tell her thank you miiiiii. I really love her soo much... =)) Here's a conversation between me and mom. (click to enlarge)

When I saw that bodoh bodoh bodoh I burst out laughing.
She's too cute.

Kays done with the uni, here are some random updates.

The other day dad brought me to this auto car wash machine I was so fascinated. 
First time.

The Sunday before I moved to apartment, aunt brought me for Hightea at Allson Klana Resort. The whole interior was so much different from before. Still prefer the previous setting. 

Anyway thankful for the treat, I have loving aunts.

Monday was the last day at work. Before I leave I told the kids ‘姐姐要走了咯,你们要乖!’ then this 5 years old girl ran to me and hugged my legs, then went off with watery eyes. She was quiet, till when I reached the gate, she stood up from her place and said '姐姐!'.. The moment I heard that my heart really skipped a beat. She looked so sad omg.. Then she ran to me and cried asking me not to go..

Aww poor thing.. =( I still managed to snap photos.
Crap, Imma miss you little one.
See you soon on Graduation Day! =)

Then my all-time-fav little Ven Hao boy came and hug me too.

This is the current condition of my study table at home.
Sibeh empty, cause room now half belongs to my little brother now.

This is a friggin filling triple cheese burger I had yesterday.
Its smell its juiciness its cheezzieeness killed me.
*dies. :3

Lot more to tell, but next time.
Live life to the fullest! =)


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