Feb 23, 2013

at 10:53 PM


Just got home from church.
Tired like mad today.

Birthday blasted a birthday girl last night at her place, and had a gossip night with her and another sakai. :3 Slept at 4am and therefore looked dead the whole day in church..

I planned to sleep early today, but this stupid gathering just down my flat here is really super annoying. I hate it when they have event here. Seriously, karaoke? I don't need to sleep right. As if the whole kampung has to hear you sing right. Till midnight summore. Right. RIGHT?!

It's killing my ears for goodness sake. I had to use headphones.

I don't wanna get into trouble and therefore not gonna comment anything. But since election is near, you should know what kind of gathering this is, oh well.

Sigh. I want to sleep.

Oh and yes one more thing. I parked my car just now a bit further down the parking lot at my place here. Cause it's super full here. Cars. Cars everywhere. Some fella took my parking woots. Then when I got down I saw a random chinese uncle with his little boy. He seems drunk. And he was peeing in front of me.


I really was shocked. Didn't know what to do omg. 
Okay that was all crap. What freaked me most was later, when I bypass them the little boy was like, 'ohh, leng lui..' I swear he looked 4. Really tiny and definitely not above 6. And the conversation goes like this..

boy: 'ohh, leng lui..'
uncle: 'leng lui? ohh lenglui! oi!'  

the uncle was calling me..that time he was done peeing d. Oh btw I DID NOT LOOK AT HIM REALLY, TRUST ME K, AND IT WAS SO DARK THERE SO I REALLY DIDN'T SEE ANYTHING.

Just in case. :3

Then I was half running. Ran back to house. Mana tau my brother closed the wooden door, I was knocking so furiously but HE DIDN'T OPEN YET. Cause there was some fireworks playing, MUST BE THAT EVENT DOWN THERE, so I guess he didn't hear me knocking. 

The uncle followed me up, with the little boy.. But he was at the opposite side. Then he kept calling me oii, made annoying noises sucking his lips, like how people call for bill at mamak. You know what I mean.

...that freaks me kay...really...

He then went a floor higher then kept looking and calling me from above.

You can never imagine how quiet my flat was that time. Dark. Like really whole kampung went down there for that stupid i-dont-give-a-crap gathering. Then finally when brother opened door, I rushed back in and closed the door hard.

I hope he really was drunk. Cause I don't wanna see him ever again.

Not the first time thou, just different people. It seems so unsafe here. So I pray for God's protection over my family members, over this home.. Amen.

But still was happy for being called lenglui. :3

*slaps. hard.

Be careful k guys, wherever you are. 

Feb 20, 2013

at 3:20 PM

Not easy wehh..

So how do you find my bloggie's new skin? :3

I've spent days doing this, cause I don't have much free time in a day. The only time I'm free is between my tuition. Phew. Actually the hardest part was finding templates.

I don't usually change my blog skin, but when I do I make sure it lasts for a year or two! This time it took me more effort thou. It's really difficult to find templates that have all the elements I want inside. Since I'm already passed my teenage years, so I thought maybe it's time for me to..ye know, grow up...and start being a young lady.



K that sounds really gay. D:

Anyways. I really have gone into more than 10 I would say, 10 friggin websites for templates. html lah, xml lah, xanga lah.. Seriously I still don't know their differences. But care no more. I'm done with it. :3

As I was saying, I was looking for a template that has both cool and girly punya feel. So it just means I need something black and pink perhaps. When I finally found something black and pink, they didn't have the slider like the one above. So I gave up and tried other templates. Again when I found one that fits, the design pulak not nice.

So to conclude it, I was really at the brink of giving up.
I looked back again at my old template, and all it gave was dullness. Super pek cek, then I decided to man up and kacau with the codes and modify my own template.

Thanks to someone that taught me html long time ago. I remembered that was when I needed to edit my 'description box' for Friends for Sale. Nyehee. So at least I know a lil of le codes aka alien language.

I don't know what kind of feeling my blog gives you now. But it was just simple and cool at the same time for me. Plus, I spent quite some time editing codes for the slider above, and some of the things you see now were added by myself. =)

I did my homework, and I'm satisfied with the result.

I really loved this. It feels more like my space now.

More editing coming up.
Had a strange feeling that,
I might just end up doing these for the rest of my life.

If you do know what I mean.



Feb 17, 2013

at 12:33 AM



Feb 7, 2013

at 3:26 AM


Had coffee.
So I can't sleep, yet.
12am sharp guys, 12am.

I'm in that so very confused mood again =..= kill yourself please Joey Tien.

I feel like not sleeping at all tonight. But I have work tomorrow so maybe not..or maybe just gonna sleep late.. I wanna blog all night sia.. (:

who's gonna teman me through?..music lor.

I've been thinking about faking feelings these days. Some people are so straight forward, they either gain trust, or lose friends. I appreciate straight forward people, but not all the time. You see, everything has to be balanced, and most things don't give a 100%. Being straight forward don't always give you a plus. Boss gives work and you have to say yes no matter how tired you are. You can't tell boss I'M NOT DOING ANYTHING. Or maybe you can try and tell me what happens. (:

Sometimes I fake my feelings for the better..but instead of faking them, why not adapt yourself to it if it's for the better. Then make it a habit.

The world doesn't stop for me.. I'm sad so what, I'm tired so what, I'm disappointed so what.. Nobody cares anyway. You do what has to be done, and all will be good. I want to argue back so much sometimes to certain things but then something pauses me and says, think again Joey..nothing's gonna change if you let it out.. Maybe it will, but to the worse..

Isn't life hard.. I don't know what to be anymore..

Ever since baby left to US, I've been sleeping around 10ish. So early right. Seriously these past one month I feel extra healthy lol. But I don't know why in the world would I still lose weight. Really *@(^%(*@*)$!... Speaking of that..

Hehe just poured ini milk.
It's cold and I don't like it.
But I guess this should last me a night..

As I was saying, I lost weight. One friggin' kg. I don't know, something must have gone wrong somewhere in my body. I don't know which synapse misfired or which system messed up. Hmm must be that, for no good reason. We had this Healthy Youth event last Saturday, got pretty much info. Cause I seriously wanna be healthier, so I really absorbed everything they said one okay heeehe.. I don't know how true are those info, cause it seems to me like they're not even sure. xD Anyway, I just don't wanna regret when I'm 50. :3 

People say for everything you want, you gotta sacrifice something. Be it time energy money love health or whatsoever. I slept early, and I sacrificed my time for game, for entertainment, for movies. Worth it I would say, but like I said earlier everything has to be balanced. So reason why I'm here blogging, just for tonight.

Btw I think I crapped too much. Loh-soh like ah ma. =..=

My eye bags are getting bigger. Sigh. I'm not even stressed, and I have enough of sleep. Should try with some cucumber soon maybe. Lol I think imma google it later to make sure it helps. Don't wanna waste CUCUMBERS MAN! YOU KNOW HOW HARD THEM FARMERS WORK?

:D gg brb need to shit. (1.33am)

wookay I'm back (1.40am)

I just spent 7 minutes answering the call of nature. 10 sessions of shitting is equivalent to 70 minutes. Let's round it up and make it a 60mins. 1 days = 24hours, so (24 x 10), 240 sessions of shitting takes up 1 day. I don't know what I just said.

But man, 240 sessions only take up 1 day. How many sessions do I need to pass one whole year? Lol these aren't making sense. So forget it.

Time is passing so slow all of a sudden.. So much of lovehate. I'm getting sibei random now, in a bad way. I think my brain just couldn't adapt being awake this late anymore. =p

Chinese New Year is here. This year I want the fellowship to count, not the money. I'll sit with my aunties and uncles this year instead of watching tv. I'll talk to my cousins this year instead of just playing cards. I'll put in effort to remember all the faces instead of counting the angpaus that I'm going to get. Most importantly I'll eat them cookies till they have to refill them. Even thou this has nothing to do with fellowship. :3 

I wonder if I can pass this season without even a single relative telling me how thin I've gotten. Haihs.. Just yesterday somebody gave me a super beh song look and asked, '做麽你酱瘦了的??都不像你的!' I was like okayy, even if I turn into a skeleton d also you don't have to beh song me right lol. So dear Lord, please send me some good quality fats from Above. Amen :3

I've become so uncool nowadays. 
I need my attitude back. That '不要就算' kind of attitude. Behehe. 

And btw, somebody just called me a midnight vampire again. It reminds me so much of the old times where people used to call me midnight girl, vampire girl, midnight ghost, so and so. Lol those msn Reversi nights, those emoticons, those nudges.. =)

Right, so I'm done here. It's 3.20am. I'm still wide awake.

Hi zhuzhu.

I think I need a bestie like you.


Feb 1, 2013

at 7:08 PM

Not. My. Day.

Early in the morning I had to deal with somebody who's so good at commenting bout my facebook. This is not appropriate, that is not right. This is puppy love, that is meaningless. What are you trying to tell people, what examples are you showing. Every single time.

My muscle pain is killing me. Not literally but I can't sleep on my right arm. So it's just facing the ceiling, or sideway on my left. Plus my afternoon nap was disturbed by phone calls, noises, and whatnot. I woke up sweating. Just, dang.

Then I dealt with nagging the moment I woke. Say I'm not efficient, say I can't do little things, say I'm lazy. You name it. Then how about those pieces of clothes hanging in the bathroom. I made effort to wash them, you said nothing.

Nothing seems fascinating today.
Not even the gongcha I found in the fridge.

Come on, gimme a second to breath.

I contributed, alright.

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