Joey's Gossip

Love is in the air~

2012-02-17T16:01:00.001+08:00

14th Feb was normal.
In fact it was quite bad.

Came back late. Not enough sleep. Students didn't learn their spelling.
No time for homework. Bla bla.

But anyway, I got this. :D

Lima biji, from 3 different people.

Thanks! Loves.

But 15th Feb was a total opposite.
I didn't know I would be able to even celebrate valentine's day.
Thou it's 1 day later.
Didn't know you would be willing, to come all the way for me. =)

And, thx for the lil surprise. *winks

Seriously, first bouquet ever.

Sorry, I'm never good with flowers. =x

I hope they last longer.

And I'm falling a lil in love with them.

Why you so cute?

*dais!

Loves.

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Was dead tired these few days. Gotta get some rest before another week comes. Also, I promised myself, to start revision next Monday! Hopefully I can tahan for the next 3 weeks till exam ends. xD Never knew teachers can be soooo diligent. 1hour and 20mins for each lesson seems to be a lil too short for them. They normally leave 5mins later, and within the next min, before I could keep my books, another teacher enters. Form6 life. I have no comment. And what's even worse, they'd be hoping for empty periods, so they could continue. I'm not sure to state it occupied, or a total torture.

Geog teacher was on leave both yesterday and today. One glance over the class, you can see all sorts of gadgets. iPhone, iPad, Laptop, Camera. Everybody is soo busy with techs. And all that I have..

Was this.

Sad, sad life.

muax.

XDXD

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Last but not least.

List of committees for MPP was out 2 days ago.

I made it!

Thanks for the votes.

*grins.

Yet again, taking another step ahead.

(;

The right path.

2012-02-12T12:39:00.001+08:00

I opened the fridge. And something triggered my memories.
I haven't seen or heard an answer from God.
Or maybe I was dwelling too much till I'm blinded.
I used to have 2 favorite songs to play on my guitar.
But no matter how hard I try, I just can't perfect them.

For this particular song. It was hard to learn, hard to remember.
There were times where I could play so well.
And then suddenly I plucked the wrong string.
It was almost perfect. Then I gave up. I put my guitar back to where I took it.
Days later I missed playing that song, so again, I played. But again, I got bored.

For another song. It was so sweet to hear, easier to learn.
I got addicted to the melody, practiced so hard, just to master the change of chords.
I got adapted to the melody, fell in love with the song, and it plays in my mind every single day.
Whenever I searched my memory folder for songs, this song, will always be the first to pop out.
Slowly, I have forgotten the other song. Forgotten how hard I learned to remember that song.

Nobody wants the narrow way.
But it's always the narrow way that leads you to success.
I'm stuck here. The road I'm taking, is neither broad, nor is it narrow.
I was stepping into the broad way, then I saw red light, and I took a turn to the narrow.
It was too hard for me, I couldn't stand the circumstances, I missed the comfortable feeling on the other side. So now..again I'm stepping to the broad.

I need to stand strong. I need God.

'No temptation has overtaken you except what is common to mankind. And God is faithful; He will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted, He will also provide a way out so that you can endure it.'

1 Corinthians 10:13

Waiting.

2012-02-10T11:42:00.000+08:00

Press '0' to 'ponteng'.

:D

School's having gotong-royong today, I'm allergic to dust mites. Well, not very serious, but that can make me scratch for the whole morning. Lol, and obvious enough I'm giving excuses. xD It's nice to sleep till this late thou. *evil laughs

I blog to release, and it has already became part of me.
Whether people read or not, that's beside the point.
But sometimes, my wish is for God to speak to people through my blog.
Not all the time, of course.
Not like I'm a very good writer nor encourager nor very positive nor whatsoever.
Lol so I hope my blog doesn't mislead anybody. :D

I'm currently reading this 'Remember Me?' by Sophie Kinsella.
Quite a nice story, but it has bad words inside!
Urgh, disappointed.

The moon these days really impressed me a lot.
Heard somebody said that this moon only comes out this big in every 38years. Well, people can say anything like that. I can also say only lucky people can see the moon this big otherwise the sky would be cloudy and you unlucky people can never see it. LOL crap. that's very lame xD But whether or not it comes out 38years later, that doesn't matter, I only wish I could have a good quality camera. Because each time I take out my phone to snap it, it only comes out looking like a streetlight. Nothing else. In the end I gave up, and treasure my chances to stare at it, instead of snapping like a despo fella. Heh.

Well, deep down my heart. The reason why the moon means soo much to me, is because it symbolizes something. Something that I would hold on to until the very end of the day. Something immortal.

Now, I can't wait till STPM is over.

P/s: Valentines' Day is coming, love is in the air~ ;D

P/s 2: So what it's valentines' day? there's no holiday.

I'm still a student, so I will be one that I'm suppose to be.
I believe, things will be great in the future.

This is what I meant, baby.

One step, at a time.

Waiting,

for an answer.

Cracked.

2012-02-05T20:47:00.001+08:00

Today is mummy's birthday. =)
To make this year a lil different, I actually composed a song for her!
Simple melody, simple chords, a song like any other songs which consists of verse, pre-chorus, chorus and ending. I can tell from her face that she's impressed. (muahaha so perasan) Btw it's in multi-language. ;)
Hope you really like it. I love you mom. =)

Good thing school starts on Wednesday! Cuz my homework is stacking up. Ohh sigh speaking of homework, test is coming also. Teacher said we have one more month to get ready. This time I hope I'll have enough determination. Weeee!

I totally believe God has His ways for me.
Whatever I'm going thru, He is with me.
So why worry Joey?
People will appreciate you if they value you.
So don't expect too much from others.

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Say NO to open burning!!

sigh, just weeks ago they cleaned up this place.

And yesterday people throw again, even worse, they burn'em this time.

Today I drove pass this place again.

I saw a car parked at the side of the road, and a man was bending down.

I was wearing sunglasses, so couldn't really see what he was doing.

And as I drove closer and took a better look,

syiaks he was throwing bags after bags of rubbish!

I was sooo pissed until I horned him loud.

Yes, loud enough for him to turn around.

As he did, I threw my hand up at him.

You lucky old man.

If I saw you earlier, I would have stopped behind you and take picture.

Or IF my car has that button to wind down my window,

rather than having to do it manually,

I would shout at you like mad.

Like MAD.

*breathes in, out..

Seriously, I always wanted to find out who threw those rubbish.

This time, I missed the chance.

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This.

Is interesting.

Lol. I was driving home from school.

And this biggie big bus turned into the road in front of my school.

A very narrow road.

Scary!

It blocked my way and in the end I had to take another junction.

Viva versus BiggieBus.

I lose. xD

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Taa-daaa.

I hope I've spent my voucher wise enough.

Anyway almost half of it went to my brother and sister.

Doesn't matter, I got these items for free!

Wahaha.

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I don't want to be ~~jealous~~ anymore!

I won't.

I think.

Luv,

♥ Jo

Alas!

2012-02-02T17:06:00.000+08:00

Time is seriously catching up.

So far I'm good with school works. Praise God. =)) Finally done reading the novel Reunion. I used to spam read last 2 years, until last year when I got busy, I stopped reading and left it untouched. Till January, I continued reading and finally finished it today. x)

Gawd, I seriously is craving for more of Karen Kingsbury's series. I read 3 of her books, and none of'em failed me! Christian novels are always so different hmm? =) Nyways her books really touched me. Each and every pages were full of life. Thanks Ekey...( that's if you're reading this hehehhe) I promise I'll return to you the next time i meet you! Guess you've forgotten bout the book already. =p

It's 5pm in the evening and my room looked like it's 8pm at night.
And allow me to go....... 'Raindrops keep falling on my head~ ' hehe x)
Goshh I seriously love it when it's raining. Why ar?....
Doesn't matter, I'm now huggin my bolster and enjoying the scent of the rain.
And allowin my mind to wander off.

Thunder is getting scarier.
Better off, loves!

Luv,

♥ Jo

Her. ^__^

2012-01-30T22:01:00.000+08:00

Some words to this particular person :
Thou I know you might not read this. Or maybe you will. :D
Friendship was never a big deal to me since young. Yep they indeed are important. But knowing that people come, people go, I don't take friendship bigger than any other matter. Just a note to appreciate you for being part of my life since 8 years ago! Haha me sounding like a grandma again!
Nywayz, I find no words to actually describe our relationship.

But just a way to express,
I see you more than a normal girl friend.
I see you more than a schoolmate.
I see you more than one of the longest friends I have.
I see you more than a heart-to-heart talk friend.
I see you more than a close buddy.
I see you more than a sister in Christ.

Don't worry, I'm straight. xp

This post wasn't planned. Out of a sudden I got into this flashback mode and things came to me like they're rewinding by their own. I won't speak much. For some things are meant to be kept to ourselves.

You know almost everything I'm going thru, but not everything in detailed.
Things never really changed between us. Even when we lost touch for a period of time, we always come back again like we're talking everyday. This kind of friendship, isn't much a friendship to me. More like a lifestyle.

I don't have to tell you I appreciate you all the time.

And I don't think you expect anything like that.

But once in a while, I can't help it but to say,

I really love you lehhh sakaiii....!

T____T

朋友是zat出来的...

至于你，

当然我就不和你客气了!

Luv,

♥ Jo

Camwhore again. D;

2012-01-24T17:19:00.000+08:00

SS mode on, sorry.

Luv,

♥ Jo

A break.

2012-01-20T16:32:00.000+08:00

Chinese New Year Celebration seems to drain year by year..

I get less excited every time. Ohh dear, I must be getting older. XD

Probably because I have too many things unfinished, and I can't find myself enjoying the holiday..

Because the sooner the holiday starts, the sooner it comes to an end.

Which means, gahhhhhhh.....I don't want to say it. T___T

I have a project to rush, I have 2 chapters to study for quiz, I have a report writing, and it goes on... Can't they teachers be a lil more considerate? T_T How to finish everything in one week? I didn't even plan for visitations, so let alone my homework lol.

I received my late birthday ( October -.-) presents last night, and goooodness, I love'em!

One of them was a book with title '30 Days To A Great Attitude'.. I flipped open the first page, and the first 2 paragraphs were already speaking to me. Man, Imma start reading asap. :D

Random:

- BeanBean must be hungry, I heard it munching its food even from here in my room. =p

- Finally we got our voucher this morning, as promised. Great, I have tons of books to buy. =) Not bad, came at the right time. wheees.

- Today the teacher that talked behind my back acted as if I did not exist. It was like super obvious when she was asking the rest a question except for me. Lol. Very small gas hor she. o_o

- I cried in class today. Not because I was sad, but because I was angry and yet I could not find ways to defend myself. People made mistakes, and I had to take all the blame. sigh! But anyway, sorry friends, I shouldn't rage .__.

- Muscles aching everywhere, the after-effect of running too fast after soo long of not exercising. =x

- Wisdom tooth coming out. What a time.

Luv,

♥ Jo

Turn Around. what do you see?

2012-01-18T17:55:00.000+08:00

Cross-country today. For real this time. Lol :D
Weird enough, they actually chose people to run for cross-country. Cuz I thought it was a school event so everyone has to take part. I did not go for practice 2 days ago and therefore I wasn't in the list. But cut the long story short, I got to run in the end. o.o

Journey was 8km, I heard. (it used to be 6km last time in bukit mewah. T_T)
Well despite that, I got 3rd place for the run. =))
Proud of myself, proud of my God. :D
We had 2 up-hills and 3 long straight roads. Mind you, the sun was burning.
The bronze medal I got isn't very great, but what made me happy most was the spirit I got. xD
Didn't know after 2 years, my stamina still remained.

Last night my lil bro prayed for me bout this. And I guess God heard him.

Thx for ur prayer little one. =)

Today I did not drive to school.
After much consideration, decided to take bus home with a friend.
The 'yellow bus', that's how we used to call it.

Along the journey I saw things that made me think.
I saw old ladies chasing after the bus until they almost fell down.
I saw small children taking bus home after school, all by themselves.
I saw a lady with her hunched back trying to grab the bus handle.
I saw a driver that drives all day on the same roads, to the same places.

I'm so blessed. =)

It took me 1 hour+ to reach home.
The moment I got home, the electricity went off.
After sweating for 30mins, my fans started moving again.
After one long shower, finally had my lunch around 4pm.

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If you remember, I had an entry that talked about a teacher.
Just in case you wanna read, it's Here ...
Dang it, today she complained about me to my form teacher.
After so long, she still remembered me.
Lol. I must have gave her a bad bad impression.

Anyway, I'm not angry.
After all, I have no faults.
But please lah teacher, don't be like a kid that talk behind people's back.
You aren't satisfied with me, come and confront me.

Last year in high school. I will be good.

I think. =)

Luv,

♥ Jo

10:10pm

2012-01-16T22:21:00.000+08:00

it's only 10pm, and I don't know what else to do.

DOUVHN WORUIVHN WROIVH RIOWHNOHNRIOWHN IORV WUIORH VOWRHUIOPRHUKORV UKV UK VUIWR

I'm glad I have a blog to release.

Bais.

-_-

Totally random.

2012-01-16T16:37:00.003+08:00

Today skipped cross-country practice. Feeling a lil guilty. =x

But apart from that, my mind is totally on a relax mode.

Somebody tried to hang me up by pressing me about STPM.

Aishyehh, rilek laaa, January ONLY mah. =p

I had this mindset since form4.

I did my last minute as usual.

It's not good.

But yet I pulled through.

Miracle sial.

I can't guarantee miracles will happen again.
So this year I'mma start being serious earlier. Maybe by June.

Heees.

I smelled heavy rain.

Very soon.

The strong wind outside now really soothes me.

Ahh life...

I don't know why, but I'm thinking so much at the moment.

And that's why the title.

Love,

♥ Jo

Jelly isn't that nice after all..

2012-01-12T22:14:00.001+08:00

Joey. Jelly.

But. You. Don't. Know.

Numb,

♥ Jo

I'm still young. =p

2012-01-09T21:51:00.000+08:00

Today cross-country practice. Weather was awesome.
Haha, praise God. =p

Process was cool, I was the first form-6 to reach, according to Ann.
muahaha. I still have the stamina! not bad hor?
Now I only pray nobody will ask me to run for the school.
I wasn't quite sure how many km was that, but I used 25mins.

For the following 3 practices, sorry school, me not staying.
:)

After the running I offered my friend a lift home who lives at Seremban 3.
I thought I know the road lols. I thought. But truth was otherwise.
I didn't know how but suddenly I realized I was on the road to PD toll.
Luckily there was a turn to Mambau.
Still, no idea where I was, I got panicked, and continued driving till I saw a roundabout.

Thank goodness! I took a turn back and kept looking for signboard.
I was 2 secs late when I saw the Seremban arrow and actually reversed my car.
Heh, got a few horns thou. =p

Somehow I found my way home, ohohoho. And yes I'm proud of it. xD

'Remember this road I showed you last time?'
'Don't ask me, you know I'm bad at directions.'
'...o.o..true story.'

Ish.

Random:

Sometimes,

I really wish I could be more independent.

Emotionally.

Random 2:

Was fooling around and randomly asked mom to huggg me.

Gosh it was so warm.

Mommy hugged me.

After so many years.

;')

Cutiee, I'm in love with you.

Healed,

♥ Jo

Sundays.

2012-01-08T18:11:00.003+08:00

First weekend of school.
Everything is good so far. But being a monitor isn't easy at all.
There were even a few times that I forgot to 'class stand' when teacher entered. xD

Now I understand why people say 'you'll get bored of driving one day'..Today I drove my bro to tuition, drove sister to work, drove to church. Then 2 hours later drove back home to fetch mum, drove bro from tuition, drove to family store, and drove home. 小白兔must be very tired le ;( *sayang~

Now since I have less number of students, I have time for afternoon nap everyday. ;D
Cool right! But this following week is gonna kill me.
Cross-Country or Merentas Desa this year will be held earlier.
And even worse, they want us to be in school 3.30pm to 6pm for practice next week.
Not one day, but four.

Crazy. I'm not so free to entertain the school.
Who would wanna go school and allow the sun to torture for 2 and a half hours when you have better things to do at home? Who would need to practice RUNNING? at that hour? -.-..... Let's hope there would be rain. Anyway, I will still go, as an act of being obedient. Good girl kononnye. Tehheee =O

This year, I must make good use of my Sundays.
Despite the new students coming in next month on Sunday, these are the things I will do every Sunday. =)

-wake latest by 9am
-complete homework of the week (repeat: 'of the week') =p
-cut fingernail
-wash clothes
-clean room
-tetris! *evillaughs
-practice guitar
-be happy no matter what. (just in case the week has been hectic)
-eat at least one chocolate bar. (just did.)
-read bible (just in case I did not read for the whole week)
-sleep before 12am.

Luke 1:37, " For with God nothing shall be impossible."

Amen.

Chilled,

♥ Jo

Feeling Cool. >:D

2012-01-05T22:50:00.002+08:00

Second day of school was somewhat normal.
The phrase that says 'The more the merrier' isn't very applicable after all.
Hehe, my class has a total of 12 people, with 8 girls and 4 boys.
Pathetic, but I'm starting to love my class. :D
Everyone is so friendly, and we're all good to each other. =) I think.

I delayed my new year resolution list.
And along the way I've thought of quite a number. XD!

Save money!
I need a new radio for my room, the current one is seriously dying. Oh and, with a remote, of course, and a CD player. So that I can like, chill on bed, without having to run here and there to switch channel. Muahaha. Next I want new speakers for my desktop. This sets are quite nice, but I'm trying to get one with more bass hehe. And the list goes on.

Gain weight!
Fit, not Fat. :D

Treat people better!
Everybody :D I can be quite mean sometimes I notice. So I must start to listen more, talk less. =) Help as much as I can, and always be sincere, because
I'm representing Christ!

Sleep early!
Only works for schooldays. Otherwise, it's invalid. ;P

Well basically that. I'm very happy with my schedule now. Not too much of commitments, more flexi this year. I actually rejected a new student. The old lady request for a 5days tuition for her grandson. When I first got the call I was like wooooooaahhh, Imma make good money this year! I've asked around for a good fees to charge, and totally excited about it. And as I was considering it, I slowly realized that it might just be a trap.

The devil is always good at this.

If I were to take this student, I'm definitely gonna be so tied down. I admit I was blinded by the money I'm getting. Later I prayed about it, I decided to let it go. I'm sure having it will totally affect my studies, my free time, my ministry, my spiritual life and so on. Yeah I want to save money, I want to help my parents, I want to bless people. But who am I to earn money now? God wants me to be a student and my job is to study.

I'm thankful I wasn't falling into the trap, and I'm seriously happy with my schedule now.
I find that the joy wouldn't stop flowing. =)

~~I don't want to be the easily-irritated Joey last year.~~

I want to be the best Joey for God this year!

Hey there darling Patrick,

can you teleport and tell me..

what is he doing now? ;)

Miss you,

♥ Jo

Chasing time!

2012-01-04T15:42:00.000+08:00

I always fry the best eggs! :D

Just got home from school. First day of school.
Sneeze all day, dust everywhere. Until I had to cover my nose with hanky.
And all I got was 'Aiyer..virus lahh, your handkerchief..' said my dear PA teacher.
I hate having flu and sore throat. Wonder why they always come together.
The worst feeling is when you feel like sneezing and in the end it didn't come.
Freakin me out. =.=

3 of them in our gang changed package, and so they've changed to another class.
Sad. Our class used to be the mischievous one. Sort of blacklisted, to be exact. xD
It's not like I'm proud of it, but the fun in class is gonna be the only thing worth remembering.
Heh. Now that 3 of them are gone, I need time to readjust myself again..

I'm not bragging, but I seriously think our discipline teacher is a lil bias.
He was all the while strict with our hair. And there's hardly once that I wasn't caught.
I was kind of ready to be called out this morning, but then surprisingly he let me go. XD
Lol. You can say I'm super lucky. Or you can say he's bias.
Because he used to favor me. Last year. LOL

Not much of lessons today.
But I did not know I have so much of homework untouched yet.
Today Econ teacher did some revision with us.
She asked me quite a few questions and all I gave her was head-shakes.
The disappointments on her face stung my heart deep.
Sorry lahh teacher, not like I want to forget them..... =(

I was also voted to be the class monitor.
This is seriously my first time. I only tried being an assistant and never the monitor.
I hope I don't get scoldings alot. =.=

Better go now.
I still have tons of work waiting to be done.
D;

Happy Schooling Everybardeyy! =)

The Joy of The Lord is my Strength!

Me,

♥ Jo

He died.

2011-12-29T21:50:00.000+08:00

Before he could see her.

He seemed oblivious to the danger he's facing.

And when he finally realized it, he fought for his own life.

Death was too powerful and it was too late for him to regret.

I didn't like the ending.

Because they were so beautiful together.

Living apart, they felt so helpless.

But despite the distance, they managed to make it for each other.

She left her.

Seeing him chasing after her in her rear-view mirror, she stepped on her accelerator.

She later realized how stupid she was, to have left him in pain.

Now, it was too late for her to turn back in time.

She knew that leaving him was the biggest mistake.

He's gone.

And they could never see each other again.

'Imagine one day if I died, how?'

What could possibly happen to me then?

Your question left me pondering.

I felt her pain.

And like I said,

my imaginations,

are just as good as yours.

Luv,

♥ Jo

I'm Upset.

2011-12-28T17:17:00.000+08:00

Really....

I want a room to myself.

I want a PC to myself.

I want a personal space.

I want my private moment just to myself.

Gahhhhh!

Each time I need to be alone, something interrupt.

So hard to find free time for myself.

And when I finally found time, there MUST be sumthing that has to stop me.

I'm complaining.

I am.

I know I shouldn't.

But forgive me.

I'll be okay soon.

URGH!

Luv,

♥ Jo

Endless Energy.

2011-12-22T14:42:00.001+08:00

Forgot since when my mum started leaving me home alone without worrying for my lunch. o.o

I guess she knew it's time, for me to take care of myself. Eheheh.

Eversince school holiday started, I had to plan my own lunch almost everyday.

Sometimes I wish dad would be home, so that he could bring me out.

Being home alone still rocks.

But still, no food, no fun.

It's either I'm out with friends, or I grab something light at home.

Or worse comes to worst, I starve till she's home around evening. O_O

Pathetic right.

Today I had no lunch. Somebody FFK me. =x

*hint hint* HAHA JK.

Then another fella rejected to go out with me.

*hint hint* HAHAHA JK AGAIN =p

So in the end I had no choice but to go out alone.

More like a brunch than a lunch. Cause I've been starving since 9 this morning.

I rolled on my bed like a 5-year-old as my stomach growled non-stop.

Thinking where to eat, and finally decided to go for YongTauFu.

I brought along my novel, just in case. o.o

YongTauFu is easily the best place for lunch.

Like seriously.

Despite being alone, it was awesome as usual. =)

I had all the time at noon for myself to enjoy the meal.

I read my novel abit while waiting for the food to come.

So that I won't look stupid sitting alone staring into the air. LOL

Everything was close to perfection.

Well, if only I was in a cafe with less people around me.

Nyehehe.

Wonder how simple things like these can make me so happy this afternoon.

I guess because the joy was from God.

Thanks for answering my prayer.

Happy advanced birthday.

Luv,

♥ Jo

222nd post. Burger FTW!

2011-12-20T22:12:00.000+08:00

Present to you......

4th November.

29th November.

6th December.

8th December.

16th December.

18th December.

9th September.

This shot is awesome!

Double Cheese Burger,

I Love You!

^_^

Found this picture in a very old folder.

for fun.

Luv,

♥ Jo

So fast?.. =)

2011-12-16T02:54:00.000+08:00

The year is coming to an end. 2011, has been a great year to me.
Lol I don't wana sound like a grandma now..oh mann...
But looking back the whole entire year, God has been faithful. =D

I've gone thru transition points this year. So much of memories, so much of joy. I never want to leave them behind, but things in life seem to swallow them little by little. And every time, I have to keep reminding myself to take a break, look around, and cherish them. Be it my friends, be it my family. Most people will say, life goes on, look forward. But life, to me, has to be more than that.

It's thanksgiving season hm?
I won't list out the people whom I want to give thanks to, you know who you are. =)
Basically, whoever that came into the picture made it whole.
If you're reading this, then you're definitely one of them... =)

Now I'm sounding like a grandma.

Hmmm.

Luv,

♥ Jo

Christmas is here, Bringing good cheer! ^.^

2011-12-12T01:45:00.000+08:00

Hehe another Christmas is here!
How old would Jesus be now? probably 2000 over years old.
Oh wooooo...so old yet still so strong hm? xD

Everyone is talking about Christmas.
Frankly, I still don't get the mood yet.
But thanks to facebook, my homepage is flooded with statuses and pictures about Christmas already. =) Nyeeehehe. So just to be updated abit, Merry Christmas everybodey!

Christmas is not so much of just christmas tree and presents and songs.
It's about Jesus Christ!

Reason why I don't get the mood yet is because, I'm busier this time than the previous year. Gotten myself into too many things. Too many things until one point I can hardly breathe...=x

Anyway. I want to be ready this Christmas.
Happy Birthday Dear Jesus. =)

Luv,

♥ Jo

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2011-12-09T01:00:00.000+08:00

"What are you thinking?"

he asked finally.

"Just that I didn't think it was possible to love someone as much as I love you,"

she whispered.

"I didn't think it was possible, either,"

he answered softly.

"I don't know what I'd ever do without you."

Music.

Never fails to speak.

Not lyrics, but music.

Sometimes I wish I could lock myself in my room,

for the whole day.

Just blasting songs.

Without having to think.

No nothing from anybody.

Don't ask why am i emo again.

I don't even know it myself.

The more I try to convince myself,

the more it haunts me.

Dear God,

show me a way out.

For goodness sake.

Uh!

Luv,

♥ Jo

怎样？我爽。 XD

2011-12-07T18:15:00.000+08:00

How to make myself happy?

Smile lorh!

Luv,

♥ Jo

Peace.

2011-12-05T23:07:00.000+08:00

Just notice I have a lot emo posts recently.
Here's one to break the chain. =p

- Getting new guitar next week....happy!
- Having a very big ulcer near my last tooth..
- I feel very lifeless these days.
- My mood is very unstable.
- Cutting my hair end of Dec maybe. x)
- Imma shop like mad once I get my salary!
- McD for dinner tomorrow!
- Hope my life can be back to normal asap.

Done. =)

Luv,

♥ Jo

my first Mission Trip ever.

2011-12-04T20:14:00.000+08:00

2000km away from Malaysia,was this beautiful island.
Baguio City, Philippine, my first mission trip at the age of 18. ;)

10days away from Malaysia.
To be honest, I wish it could be longer.
Ministry after ministry, I was no longer an ordinary believer who only does things on a regular basis. I had to remind myself all the time, that yeah, I'm here for mission, I'm here to be a blessing, I'm here to learn, to grow.

10days away in Philippine.
We had fun together, we served together.
God sent me there, for a purpose. Sometimes I find it hard to understand God. He don't always do things the way we want. And it reminds me of a sermon. 'You don't ask God to do things your way, you do things to fit in God's kingdom.' His timing, His will.

10days.
If it wasn't for these 10 days, I would not realize how deaf I was all these while.
'You don't wait until God slap you hard.'
Oh well. Just this sentence, changed my life altogether.

Being obedient can be said easily.
But when it comes to action, everybody seem to be blinded instantly.

I just took a minute to read back what I just typed.
And crap, I don't understand.

Seriously, what am I thinking?

Luv,

♥ Jo

Ahh crap. Another swing.

2011-11-17T23:48:00.000+08:00

Don't complain can?

I once see this saying,
When you do good, nobody ever compliment you;
But when a mistake is made, people remember it forever.

Why so serious?
I cleaned up my mess.
And you said you can't count on me.

Will you try to understand me?
I tried my best to help.
And you complained that I can't.

I'm not freaked out.
At least for now.

I realized something thou.
I find myself not expressing to people anymore.
You can say I'm being more independent.
Or in other word, it just doesn't matter anymore.

I used to tell people everything. Detailed.

But the more I share, the more I don't feel people listening.
And in the end it was just me blabbering to myself.

Pathetic eh. ;)

sigh.

If I say I'm sorry,
will you still care?

Luv,

♥ Jo